livelamb

I rather not drink

It hurts the most at night when my mind settles and the only thing I can think of is you, grandma.

It doesn't help when I walk upstairs to see your empty room.

It hasn't gotten easier.
Nothing like heartache gets you more twisted.

I talked to my dead grandpa last night.

These are the pictures I took with my camera phone.


I was so cool under pressure while packing. I havent cried becuase I dont want to let sabrina see that I'm that worried but deep inside im so full of emotion and I'm way bummed beyond belief.

1) This is what I saw when I walked out my house. There was ash flying everywhere and my white shirt was ashed up and dirty by the time I got back inside the house. Our white cars were tan.
2) Look at the trees. The wind is what woke up me it was fucking windy as fuck.
3) Westwood smoke coming into 4sRanch
4) Same thing. I actually saw blue sky. By the time I hit the 15 freeway it was completely dark behind me.
5) Traffic on Camino Del Norte
6) Driving outside of 4s Ranch

1) 2) 3) 4) 5) 6)

i stillthink its werid how i didntmiss home one bit while i was gone.

Almost for lift off...

I got a phone when I go to Europe so I can call home for money. Just kidding. I leave so soon I SHOULD start to think about what I need to pack. I heard the weather is kind of not summer time weather!

Hello. I decided to make all my England adventure posts (pre/post) for everyone to see only becuase I rather not e-mail everyone one by one telling the exact same thing. So it's only theses post i'll make it availble for mums and pops.

Nate has been in Brighton for the past week and he loves it. I'm slowly getting more aware of the things I've got to do. I don't plan to pack much. Just the fav outfits. white v-neck shirts and pants/shorts with a hat and I could travel like that for days.

It is 23 days before I leave.

Add me if you'd like :-)

<3Dre